I think im in lurveee with...

I think im in love with Logan Huntzberger. That's his character name. Real name Matt Czuchry from Gilmore Girls. He is the charming, witty, smart, romantic and did I say good-looking too from the same ivy league Yale as Rory(cute couple). Btw Rory is a film major in real life. I was kind of mesmerized by his character i guess. I can't wait to buy season 6.


It's been a while since I last update mainly because of the firstly the comp exploding and lastly due to the excessive amount of OT the whole of last month for hari raya of course. First things first, sedekah al-fatihah to the dearly departed datuk sedara who passed away a few weeks ago. Poor man, he's been neglected by his family. He, who once, i saw at the mrt years ago looking lost maybe he was going to my house i guess. Kesian dia, sebak aku mendengar nasib dia. Upon hearing his death, I was shocked and suddenly the air stood still and stale in the morning. After a few days after my parents went to visit his wife at Batam, I can't help but cried for him. Cried because I just feel so helpless. If only I was rich, I would have help him or anyone who really in need of help.

Yesterday, I cleared my schoolmate, we weren't that close, just a occasional smile as many wud probably know by now the anti-socialness in me sungguh menyerlahkan. A conversation with him.
Him: Hoi! Kau kerja sini? Dah brapa lama?
Me: Dah 9 bulan dah.
Him: Kau dah kahwin? (Does my face scream marriage to you? Duh!!!)
Me: Taklah kau ni.
Him: Abeh single.
Me: Sadly but yah...
Him: Ada chance ar ni...
Me: ZZZZZZzzzzzzz...... (wth. so typical!!)

I think it has to do with me not wanting to take that leap of faith and gamble my life again. Maybe not now, not just yet. Oh well its not everyday you get to see your schoolmate. But then again thank god, it was just schoolmate and not some ex-bf. Oh god jauhilah not that they are bad or anythink but ermmmm seeing them is seriously the last thing on my mind.

Oh yar, these days my patience seems to be wearing off. If you happen to see my face not really in a gd mood or smiley2 mood means back off. I just scolded a passenger as I wanted to close the counter, off lights, put cone 3 times and still people coming in without feeling any guilt. The fuming mad me at the 3rd time putting the cone shouted,
Angry Me: Lu tak tahu tengok lampu eh? Saya dah matikan lampu and letak cone pun. Tak nampakke?
Him(an apek): Sorie2 gua tak nampak...
Me: Kepala otak kau ar. Tu pun tak nampakke.
After going back inside, another passenger talking to the bf in her mother tongue, "No wonder no one goes in this counter."
Me: Yah coz i already close counter put cone and off lights. Duh!!! People need to go to the toilet u noe...
Them: Rilek2.
Me: Rilek otak kau.

Oh god, its 3am. Sheesh. I have to sleep now if not I won't be able to wake up for sahur. And btw wats with people who cannot tahan fasting when they are well enough to do that. I mean are they like what 6 years old? No offence to anyone. Ciao.

Stay single and be miserable or stay married and wish you were dead.
-sepet

The video actually more of the song which i so like is "Last Night I Say Goodnight" from force vomit.