Secondary school days are the best days of my life. Do you agree?

Another good news. Suddenly, another friend whom I could swear that he was single pi canang yg he is getting married on the same day as my bestfren's engagement. Dang, dilemma melanda aku sekejap. And to top on the list of my dilemmas, both are on around the same time. How can I go to two places at the same time? On one hand, I so want to follow the pihak lelaki ke rumah pengatin perempuan, mesti best and kecoh yg zura n shah. My other guy friends are all driving and I don't want to be left behind. On the other hand, my bestfren is also getting engaged and of course I wouldn't miss the whole world for it and that's the reason why I applied leave on that day.

I had this crazy idea in which I shared with my friend about asking a favour from my other guy frens to come and pick us up to go to our fren's engagement in which it is a tad too ridiculous. And I read my fren-who-is-getting-engaged-this-15july which is so the sad. It seems that everyone else is/are getting hitched/married/engaged/having children that is so pressurizing. Yes I am indeed happy for them but everything happening so fast that you can't even bat an eyelid so to speak. It seems that it was only yesterday that I entered secondary school and meeting all these great people. People whom I call friends, true friends. Friends like these are hard to find. Suddenly I feel that I am losing all my friends one by one. Losing them as they all each have their own commitments and stuff. How I wish secondary school life stood still so that I could have that few more years. People say secondary school life the best days of one's life. Indeed I agree. I miss secondary school so much mostly the people. I believed they are the warmest friends I have ever met. There are actually 10 of us the gerls in which out of these ten, only me and my other 3 frens are classmates. Its not that we do not have other friends and they are our other classmates, we do but decided to go separate ways at our best interest.

Talking about friends and secondary school, I went to watch Transformers with my former classmate. He is the first new friend I meet in sch. Another friendship that goes way back then. He is weird at times and he always disturb me and all that. The four of us sat in the middle of the class with the OHP in between and we would always push here and there, throw crumpled papers around and always end up getting scolded by teachers. Of the four years, I had so much fun, experience and I really enjoyed there. We were the noisiest, naughty and lazy class. We had the great time be it detention, the regular tawaf at the parade square or just a simple meal with the great company of friends and after CCAs where we would go get lunch and ice-creams. Back to talking about him, I wasn't even that close to him in school and we never have outings together not even hari raya. It was the most-awkward-weird-outing-even-though-we-know-each-other-for-almost-ten-years. He had the same sentiments too. I just couldn't figured out why we never hang out. After almost ten years later then we start to hang out. We took his bike what it feels like so very the big and I was struggling to hop on the bike because i'm short. And he was like saying hold the tank if not i would fly off. Me and my takpelah takpayahlah, aksyen bukan aper. The moment he start moving, ah ambil kau, nasib baik aku sempat pegang waist dia kalau tak melayang ar aku. Siul aje. Too used to my dad's bike with a box to lean. But so far, the outing was great not so much of an outing just a movie. Hahahaha. I think I should start putting my introvert side aside and bring the extrovert out. I think I was an extrovert, something happened somehow along the way which I do not have the slightest clue as to why I changed.

Like I said, these are the friends that have an impact on me and I have of course great moments to remember. It's not the number of friends that matter, it's the friendship and how one chose to spend it. This is so sad. I'm so sorie, din meant it to be sad and so the melancholic. I sometimes wonder if life would be as fun had I gone to another school, maybe an elite school so to speak. I reckoned so.

And to even make matters worst, I have just turn 22. And wow thats so fast. A few years down the road, i will be what 30. Oh cialat if that happens. I miss secondary school, i miss us, i miss the berok gays, the gerls, the fellow cadets, the teachers, i miss 1B, 2B, 3E2 and 4E2. Oh yar i miss ginza plaza too.

Hidup ini bak putaran roda, ada kalanya kita di atas dan ada kalanya kita di bawah. Keangkuhan and iri hati akan menjatuhkan seseorang itu. Ingat Allah dan jangan jadi bagai kacang lupakan kulit. Kawan-kawan sekeliling yang membentuk dan mencerminkan perwatakan seseorang itu. Pilihlah kawan yang baik dan ia akan membawa kebahagian dan kesenangan.

-Shikinj

On a lighter note, I think I found a new love or I have fallen in love with Jared Leto from 30 seconds to mars. Now then I realised he's hot and OMG i love his voice too.

listening to the kills from 30 seconds to mars