A day with Team Alpha

Went out with the people from Team Alpha and SMD. There were like 16 of us man. That's like a lot of us and we are still missing quite a number of people. We are like the "unlawful assembly" people I can say. Nonetheless, it was fun and even though it was my first outing with them and it was a bit awkward at first but I think its ok. First time mah of course a bit awkward what and I do not really know these people that well also. There are so many people I realised with bakat terpendam. They can really sing and boy they sang well man. I felt so inferior as compared to them. I reckoned they must have start pretty young and probably grew from a singing background or that their parents are those who loves to karaoke at home. I never used to like going to karaoke but after a few trips, I tink its ok and can be fun with the right crowd. Oh well what can I say, I'm an introvert and anti-social so yeah this is the first few times going to these places of interest.

Having said that, I kind of like being in the team and in my team. I wouldn't want to trade in for other teams no offences to people from other teams but thats how I strongly feel. I wouldn't mind going out again with them and getting to know them. It's been great and they are great. I had fun. But the only sad part is that many of the old staff are transfered out and I didn't have the opportunity to get to know some of them. Looking on the bright side, there are the newer staff in which there are lots of them to get to know.

Its been a few days since he last messaged me which is good no doubt. My prayers have been answered. I figured he possesses telepathic skills. He like can read me like a book. Hahaha. Its good to have a piece of mind.

Happiness is when you have all the friends and family who sticks by you through the good and bad times and accepting for who you are.
-shikin j.

listening to give it up to me by timbaland feat nelly furtado and justin timberlake

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Bintan was superb, marvelous, wonderful, great and one of the best days of my life. Went with sepet, tan and ali. They are crazy, delirious and fun people. Really enjoyed the trip there. We went jet-ski, kayaking and just lazing around at the beach. Very the rilek-one-corner. We wanted to do more stuff like snorkelling, go-kart and paint ball but its either expensive or there weren't enough people. Oh yar, the spa was damn nice and shiok. The whole resort, the beach, the pool, the spa and the hotel room was perfect. That's also including the nice, friendly, warm and good-looking, ganteng guys. OMG they are so ganteng and you can never find them locally. Hahaha. Ali was like saying because of their diet thats why they are so the good-looking with nice bods. They eat ulam, real jamu and all those healthy organic food not like us burgers and all the unhealthy junk food.

The 3 days passed by so fast as fast as we could say "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious". Each one of us was like dreading to go back home, to hard facts of life basically to reality. Each one had a hidden agenda when we decided to leave for Bintan. Its either to get rid of the ex-bf, work and basically whatever problems we had. Its just so nice to finally not think about all these and just enjoy the holiday. For once, the problems would go away for 3 days. No doubt going for holidays is so much better than drinking not that I ever drink before. If you drink, there are so many consequences you have to face. As for me I guess the only thing that I was running away from mostly was from work and a certain individual whom sometimes I just cannot tolerate anymore. Its kind of relaxing to finally run away from that certain individual for 3 long days. The thing I sometimes cannot take it the most is that that person expects me to be at his beck and call 24/7 in which I sometimes do not even have time for myself. Expecting me to reply to his msgs promptly at any time he msg is just plain crazy. Maybe I should severe all ties with him once and for all but its not as if I didn't try. Oh well. I tried for 7 long years and I still failed. Somehow or rather he managed to get hold of me. Damn. Its been tiring and i'm tired and he's irritating and annoying and he doesn't seem to get that. I just don't get it and maybe I will never will. The reasons why I just go along with it is because I am not neither bitter, petty nor I bear grudges against him and I wouldn't want him to think that I'm arrogant or anythink like that.

I was talking to this partner of mine at work and he was like weird I guess. I think he has the same idiosyncrasy as me. Weird huh. Even though we only sat for like 2 1/2 hrs, we talked a lot from him being not ready for marriage even though he's already 27 but he's already saving up to buy a house to talking about me. He was asking so many weird questions, questions that I, myself can't answer and some are better left unsaid. He was also saying that there's so many fishes in the sea, a metaphor but like ermmm...what we are talking about what fishes in the market really huh? I still can't believe having all the weird but funny conversations with him and it is only my second time partnering with him. Some people can really hit it off so well I guess. Of all the people I have talked to, he really wins hands down no questions asked for being the weird partner I have ever had. Thats the reason why there's a saying that goes "Don't judge a book by its cover". One have to really sit down and have conversations to really know a person. It takes one to know another. Having work here for 6 mnths already, it is really an exposure and widen my horizon kind of thing. You get to meet so many different people with so many different behaviour and it sorts of widen your social skills for people like me, the anti-social one. Definitely an eye-opener. I think I am better off here than being in TFO. TFO comes with huge responsibilities and a lot of other factors in which I am not ready for that yet. Maybe a few months or years down the road.

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
-Abraham Lincoln

Life it seems is full of ups and downs, experience and friend is what makes life more worthwhile.
-Shikin J.

listening to dealova by once