Dr Fin or Dr Derek Shepherd?
If you have to choose between Dr Fin and Dr Derek Shepherd, who would you choose?
I would definitely go for the former. Firstly, he's oh-so-good-looking, he's hot, he's not married (he was but she died due to some accident) and lastly he won't hurt the protagonist. The latter whom the protagonist called MacDreamy has dreamy eyes hence the name duh, quite good-looking but not as good-looking as Dr Fin though, he's married and most certaintly will hurt the protagonist called Dr Meredith again. He left her for his wife whom had an affair with his bestfriend. Ini namanya kawan makan kawan. So, Dr Meredith or Dr Grey chose the guy whom have hurt her and will continue to hurt her. Why is it that people have this tendency to go for people who have this bad boy/girl persona? A fren once said in life sometimes, having the bad girl/boy persona makes life more interesting or so she thought. I think its up to individual and your perception. Having said that, as it is, life is already complicated and I don't need that to further complicate things. Been there, done that and don't want to go there again.
On a much lighter note, I have indeed decided to miss the bus with reference to the previous entry. I think its for the best and if its meant to be then its meant to be.
Btw, I will be going away for a holiday. Yes a very long-awaited one and after finally someone asked me if i'm game enough for a holiday and I was like "Hell yah!". We are going to a nearby destination but that's good enough I reckoned. And the first person I have to inform is him. Yes him because knowing him and what he is definitely capable of if i don't reply to his msgs or even pick up his calls not that he calls me often, he would probably go berserk and start calling my house without a doubt and that leads to trouble. Now we wouldn't want that to happen, wouldn't we? And btw he's already staying a stone's throw away. So what, should I buy him a house-warming gift or give him a basket of cookies like Bree from Desperate Housewife to welcome him to our "Everyone-knows-everyone" Kampung but thank god its not as psychotic as Wisteria Lane. Still can't figure out why he chose this vicinity of all places. He said out of convenient, convenient my foot ar.
Since i'm turning a big 22 in a months and ten days time, I have lay some goals before I hit the even bigger 30.
They are(in no random order):
1. Get a degree probably in psychology or social psychology or in malay studies for that matter.
2. Get a license and of course a car, wolkswagen beetle would be sweet.
3. Travel around the world and visit all the 7 wonders of the world.
4. Do some humanitarian work or something.
5. Be a teacher. (I have somehow reached there, only 2 times a week).
6. Be a writer or columinist in the Straits Time or something.
7. Pay off my debts to my father worth of 6k plus with interest. Stupid school fees.
I really hope its achievable or maybe some if not all of it. Very ambitious yah I know. Maklumlah wawasan 2020 noh.
Another wishful thinking I have but a bit on the peculiar side are:
1. Be the damsel in distress where two heroes come and rescue...(hahaha me and a friend shared the same sentiments while watching it, great minds think alike mah)
2. Be the gf of one of the vocalis of the bands or the basis namely Fall Out Boy(basis-minus the tattoos and peircings, hate the sight of them), Good Charlotte(Vocalis) and etc. Coolness.
A few days ago, I did train and my it was the best time of my working life. So peaceful, got radio somemore but the only downside was that it was very quiet, too quiet I must say. And they had to deploy me to GC on a Saturday wee hours when there's too many youngsters coming back. Guess who I saw? An acquaintance, don't really know him well but I knew I cleared him before. Good-looking chap but he is indeed a tad too young and he resembles a former schoolmate of mine.
I saw two guys colleagues, beyond my expectations. They don't look the type and it taught me that never to judge a book by its cover and the phrase really lives up to its name. One of them is really the illegible bachelor kind of guy. Saper dapat dia, untung noh, kuat sembahyang ikut waktu, baik and a lot other factors cannot disclose too much. I think he is really every girl's dream man. He can be my knight in shinning armour who will swept me off my feet, rescue the damsel in distress. Hahahaha. I mean he doesn't sport tattoos(none that is seenable and I doubt he has one for that matter), piercings, coloured hair and if he is disciplined enough to do all the right things and differentiating between the right and wrong. The point i'm trying to say is destroying oneself, succumb to temptations that it going to ruin your life and it is irreversible. Drinking, taking drugs and living in a promiscuos life is not something you can call an achievement mind you. He/she who believes that is living in disillusion. Its more of a failure I should say. People do what they did i.e. destroying their own life is something they choose to do and not by force. Its mainly because of peer pressure, insecurities, in state of denial and the need to fit in among the peers. They are just conforming to what they believe to be "The lifestyles and trends of youngsters of today" which is deemed to be unhealthy and socially unacceptable. I, for once, do not think I stand to gain anything from leading this kind of life. Its more of wasting my life and my youth and it can never come back.
Life as I have emphasized is full of of mysteries and its ever-so-complicated. It doesn't happen the way you want it to happen. Bak kata pepatah, "Kita merancang, Allah menentukan". I am a firm believer as I believe everything good/ bad happens for a reason like it or not. And that there's always a blessings in disguise. Its how you see it, the glass is half-full or half-empty. I have seen a tad too many people wasting their youth doing all the wrong things and its not a pleasant sight.
Lastly, Congrats to Zul and Sofia on the birth of their son, Irfan Adrian. So who's next? I can't help but feel a sudden pressure as 2 of my gfs are proud mothers and one is coming up. And i'm still me here stagnant.
Dang, my dad is spending too much time with my new bestie and i'm hardly at home and I hardly get to watch but since its always repeating the same stuff over and over again, i'm ok with it.
Sorie for the super-duper long entry, I was doing ABL, DBL and I got bored so I penned my thoughts on paper there and since it was so not busy, I tend to write a lot due to the free time I had.
One swallow does not make a summer, neither does one fine day; similarly one day or brief time of happiness does not make a person entirely happy.
Aristotle
listening to thanks for the memories by fall out boys.
I would definitely go for the former. Firstly, he's oh-so-good-looking, he's hot, he's not married (he was but she died due to some accident) and lastly he won't hurt the protagonist. The latter whom the protagonist called MacDreamy has dreamy eyes hence the name duh, quite good-looking but not as good-looking as Dr Fin though, he's married and most certaintly will hurt the protagonist called Dr Meredith again. He left her for his wife whom had an affair with his bestfriend. Ini namanya kawan makan kawan. So, Dr Meredith or Dr Grey chose the guy whom have hurt her and will continue to hurt her. Why is it that people have this tendency to go for people who have this bad boy/girl persona? A fren once said in life sometimes, having the bad girl/boy persona makes life more interesting or so she thought. I think its up to individual and your perception. Having said that, as it is, life is already complicated and I don't need that to further complicate things. Been there, done that and don't want to go there again.
On a much lighter note, I have indeed decided to miss the bus with reference to the previous entry. I think its for the best and if its meant to be then its meant to be.
Btw, I will be going away for a holiday. Yes a very long-awaited one and after finally someone asked me if i'm game enough for a holiday and I was like "Hell yah!". We are going to a nearby destination but that's good enough I reckoned. And the first person I have to inform is him. Yes him because knowing him and what he is definitely capable of if i don't reply to his msgs or even pick up his calls not that he calls me often, he would probably go berserk and start calling my house without a doubt and that leads to trouble. Now we wouldn't want that to happen, wouldn't we? And btw he's already staying a stone's throw away. So what, should I buy him a house-warming gift or give him a basket of cookies like Bree from Desperate Housewife to welcome him to our "Everyone-knows-everyone" Kampung but thank god its not as psychotic as Wisteria Lane. Still can't figure out why he chose this vicinity of all places. He said out of convenient, convenient my foot ar.
Since i'm turning a big 22 in a months and ten days time, I have lay some goals before I hit the even bigger 30.
They are(in no random order):
1. Get a degree probably in psychology or social psychology or in malay studies for that matter.
2. Get a license and of course a car, wolkswagen beetle would be sweet.
3. Travel around the world and visit all the 7 wonders of the world.
4. Do some humanitarian work or something.
5. Be a teacher. (I have somehow reached there, only 2 times a week).
6. Be a writer or columinist in the Straits Time or something.
7. Pay off my debts to my father worth of 6k plus with interest. Stupid school fees.
I really hope its achievable or maybe some if not all of it. Very ambitious yah I know. Maklumlah wawasan 2020 noh.
Another wishful thinking I have but a bit on the peculiar side are:
1. Be the damsel in distress where two heroes come and rescue...(hahaha me and a friend shared the same sentiments while watching it, great minds think alike mah)
2. Be the gf of one of the vocalis of the bands or the basis namely Fall Out Boy(basis-minus the tattoos and peircings, hate the sight of them), Good Charlotte(Vocalis) and etc. Coolness.
A few days ago, I did train and my it was the best time of my working life. So peaceful, got radio somemore but the only downside was that it was very quiet, too quiet I must say. And they had to deploy me to GC on a Saturday wee hours when there's too many youngsters coming back. Guess who I saw? An acquaintance, don't really know him well but I knew I cleared him before. Good-looking chap but he is indeed a tad too young and he resembles a former schoolmate of mine.
I saw two guys colleagues, beyond my expectations. They don't look the type and it taught me that never to judge a book by its cover and the phrase really lives up to its name. One of them is really the illegible bachelor kind of guy. Saper dapat dia, untung noh, kuat sembahyang ikut waktu, baik and a lot other factors cannot disclose too much. I think he is really every girl's dream man. He can be my knight in shinning armour who will swept me off my feet, rescue the damsel in distress. Hahahaha. I mean he doesn't sport tattoos(none that is seenable and I doubt he has one for that matter), piercings, coloured hair and if he is disciplined enough to do all the right things and differentiating between the right and wrong. The point i'm trying to say is destroying oneself, succumb to temptations that it going to ruin your life and it is irreversible. Drinking, taking drugs and living in a promiscuos life is not something you can call an achievement mind you. He/she who believes that is living in disillusion. Its more of a failure I should say. People do what they did i.e. destroying their own life is something they choose to do and not by force. Its mainly because of peer pressure, insecurities, in state of denial and the need to fit in among the peers. They are just conforming to what they believe to be "The lifestyles and trends of youngsters of today" which is deemed to be unhealthy and socially unacceptable. I, for once, do not think I stand to gain anything from leading this kind of life. Its more of wasting my life and my youth and it can never come back.
Life as I have emphasized is full of of mysteries and its ever-so-complicated. It doesn't happen the way you want it to happen. Bak kata pepatah, "Kita merancang, Allah menentukan". I am a firm believer as I believe everything good/ bad happens for a reason like it or not. And that there's always a blessings in disguise. Its how you see it, the glass is half-full or half-empty. I have seen a tad too many people wasting their youth doing all the wrong things and its not a pleasant sight.
Lastly, Congrats to Zul and Sofia on the birth of their son, Irfan Adrian. So who's next? I can't help but feel a sudden pressure as 2 of my gfs are proud mothers and one is coming up. And i'm still me here stagnant.
Dang, my dad is spending too much time with my new bestie and i'm hardly at home and I hardly get to watch but since its always repeating the same stuff over and over again, i'm ok with it.
Sorie for the super-duper long entry, I was doing ABL, DBL and I got bored so I penned my thoughts on paper there and since it was so not busy, I tend to write a lot due to the free time I had.
One swallow does not make a summer, neither does one fine day; similarly one day or brief time of happiness does not make a person entirely happy.
Aristotle
listening to thanks for the memories by fall out boys.
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